frustration.

frustration is a horrible feeling. It's like anger only.. deeper and there is hardly much you can do to get rid of it. Plus there are actually only a few things that can make you angry but frustration is everywhere. As usual the stress of other peoples words, homework, classes, and so much more rests on my shoulders as I sit here and realize ONCE again on a monday all of the things I have to completley accomplish before tomorrow.

I am frustrated. And I dearly wish that I wasnt.

two more weeks D.

happy bday to the courtna!

it is the birthday of courtney lee williams :]

Dear Courtney,

I love love love love you and I am very siked this is the last hour of the first day of your seventeenth year. I think you might have shrunk from your old age.. you look shorter. maybe. I hope this glorious sunday was a happy day since it was a day of rest and not a wednesday.. the opposite of a day of rest. however, i like when your birthday is because it is in glorious 90 degree weather where there are flowers everywhere and you can eat ice cream and it doesnt make you shiver and there is only two more weeks of school. yes, your birthday is quite the day of celebration. so celebrate old woman!

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday dear courtneyyyy,

happy birthday to youu.

i love you courdy lee wilson :]

love,

apparrelly fran for short.

p.s. I had some of your birthday cake today... to celebrate of course... and its funny.. i hate chocolate.. and icing... but because it was meant for the celebration of your birthday and rebecca's 1/2 ;] it was delicious.

it was a good day. a fantastic weekend. i love my friends. and college. and plays. and ultimate frisbee. and warm weather. and wedges and skirts. and hide n seek. and my uncle. who is here.

now on to school. yuck. also, i found a tick on me.. from playing ultimate.. so if you were there too... check for those yucky things. just. btw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COURT!

evelyn-grace gabrielle (p.s.)

my baby is cute. :]

she makes my longer, school filled days

happy.

(finally completed hair process. now you can see black :p)

busy, busy.

I am going to be busy busy today, as usual.
I have to send off a college pkg, I have to buy THREE birthday presents, I have to play basketball with my team for two hours (uhh), I have to practice three dances and two plays worth of lines (oh boy), I have to get more black in my har, go to tap, and do mompts of homework.

My feet are pretty sore from dancing everyday this week for multiple hours... I usually dont do that because I have basketball but... basketball is over, therefore, I have dance. and my feet are sore.

Classes end soon. two weeks. two more weeks. and then summer, pool, free time, no homework, hot days,no homework, lemonade with every meal, camp, recitals, cambodia, no homework, and sleeeeeping in. all of that will be here and I will finally be a senior. ugh, I dont even need another year in highschool. Maybe Ill just do what anna does and not even think about next year.

oh i almost forgot. i must clean my whole house before tomorrow night and my house is horrid to even sit in. oh goodness.

D

pray for andrew miller.

pray for andrew miller.

he is a last born.

he lives a confused life, always bossed around, never knowing where to turn.

and he wants to pass this semester.

so pray for him.

legit.

the first born, plus born a day before andrew miller anyways,

D

in need of summer.

I am exhausted.

I will be working from now until 1 (when I have class)

and then from 3 until 6:30 (when I have Charlie Brown rehersal)

and then from 9:30 till possibly the next morning.

Dear Lord, help me.

Summer come quickly. Please.

pray for these busy people who need God's peace and summer:

Anna Vanover

Courtney Williams

Rebecca Carlson

Samantha Crowder

Stephanie Drummond

Josh Munroe

John Blanchard

David Brown

Shelley Levin

David Levin

Anna Long

My Dad

Go Big Rocky Top.

Man, you know those family friends. Those family friends that the parents of the family have been friends with your parents since college and they are practically your cousins cause you grew up with them. and i mean literally grew up with them cause all the kids are around the same age. yeah. we have those. they are named:

The Pembertons

I tell you what, every time we venture over to Knoxville, Tennessee we have the biggest blast there ever has been. It's so easy to pick up where we left off, even if it had been four years (as it was for me... not j and sarah.. they go more cause they are less busy) I love it. I love the Pembertons. We always do the things we did when we were little.. just in an older way (we nixed the power rangers this round however :p) I sometimes wish Sydney and Michael lived here cause they would fit in so well with me and my friends.

I also love the U.T. atmosphere... of course.. being a party school means its not exactly a holy atmosphere but I love it when big schools look so forward to a season.... some schools its basketball, maybe even soccer for others, University of Tennessee, its football. It's phenominal... you roll down streets headed to the game and you dont see a SINGLE person wearing any color except orange and white.. you can feel the excitement in the atmosphere and you just cant help but love the sport.

we sat in a sky box and over 50,000 people showed up just for the spring orange and white game... phenominal. I want to go to college... but I know God is calling me to a smaller, christian school.. but I sometimes wish I was called to be one of the lucky ones to be a light in such a dark place. I love tennessee more than any other place, I'm a VOLs through and through, but I am excited after seeing that college again what light I am called to be.

oh grr. back to reality. It's sunday night like.. or monday morning at 12:20 and I must, MUST finish some school before I bounce into my comfy, much missed bed.

Tomorrow, dance is back, p.t. is back, yrap is back, mr. bob is back (last week was a break from ALL) and I have a ton of school and errands to run.

as caleb does so say, adios.

(however, I might say that in a disgusted tone.. I dislike spanish with a passion)

D