man, i need to wash and fold.

I am sitting here in a dress, staring at the computer screen, with a pile of pots in the sink and a load of needing to be folded laundry in the dryer. I am sitting here when I need to be in bed.. I feel like it is time to do nothing.. but alas.. I never have that time haha

I am sitting here thinking of how I have more dragonflies tomorrow.. which excites me because of the amazing blast I not only had at camp but the nights after kindercamp with Cat, or HGeezer, or Stephen, Nathan and Andrew, or the Levins and Chris.. just all such fun, fun nights and days.

but in three weeks it will all be over.. no more camp.. no more Cambodia.. no more sleeping in.. no more college kids (makes me SOOOO sad).. no more not homeowork feeling! It will all be back.

I am going to miss John, Anna, Katie, Chris, David, Nathan, Allicia, Julia, Michael, Nate, Shim and so may more. I am going to miss my brother. He is always gone now during the school year. I am going to miss John because all of my college friends will leave but I intend on visiting.. John is going so far away that he cant even have his phone. He wont be back for a year! I am going to miss hot, sweaty weather. Who cares about sweat? atleast I can have some lemonade and no goosebumps!

but.. I can visit. I do get new classes (i like those). I do get to wear jeans and boots. I do get to be a senior (finally). I do get to have my own upward team. I do get to play on storm (with geezy). I do get to graduate. I do get to have my schedule back. man. Life. Here it comes again... it seems to only pause for two months and then here it comes.. rushing back like a fast brook into the woods of my heart. Teach me, Lord. Help me schedule and live this school year as you would.

Love,

double D/ deaky freaky / Dairy / Dmoney / DeeDee / Darly / Dfly / Apparelly Fran / barrel / mr. sir / D

-although i dont like all those nicknames.. I am priveledged to have the friends that use all those silly names to call MY name.