ridiculous.

this is getting ridiculous.

in Cambodia, the thirteen hour difference wasn't that difficult for me to adjust to at all... I slept when usually I would be up here and was hungry when they ate and was awake when I would be asleep here... all that good stuff.. it was nice, considering how much energy and sweat I was using up there (which probably helped my case).

HERE:

here I am WIDE awake at night and STARVING at like 3 all the way till 5 in the morning. 4 is the earliest I have been able to sleep. It's ridiculous and although I am not tired now.. I know I will be. I am going to the beach tomorrow and I want and need energy.. falling asleep in the sun doesnt sound horrible but its a darn birthday party!!!! ugh. nothing helps.

tomorrow = sleeping pills. like crazy. i might become addicted for crying out loud.

hedre is getting married tomorrow! yay and blessings to the pretty woman!

in need of sleep... and food,

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