confusion?

so today was quite the confused?

I woke up so early for a saturday (it saddens my heart to know this is the only day I get to sleep in and I lost it. dang) anyways, i went to upward to meet becs, courts and dad to help sell storm baked goods to earn money for uniforms :]

afterwards, i coached my little first graders which also saddened me cause we were playing a team with my absolute FAVORITE four first grade boys EVER on it.. (i know.. sad my favorites arent on MY team anymore!)

next adventure included a work project that took me to anna's house where caleb, john, josh, anna, david and I all did a lot of RAKING which is. tedious. we ate some bangin subway though. nuff said.

after a stop and the car shop for a battery, we headed for the quiz rally just to watch sarah quizz the very last time haha such good sibs :p i saw stephers there and we talked some and def. was excited to hear the confirmation on her presence tonight ;]

I quickly dashed home for a shower to find caleb and anna chilling in my yard.. good for me i now have a puppy.. so i whipped up the cuteser molls and gave her to cal and anna to play with outside while i hopped in the shower. p.s. fastest shower. ever.

then they all showed up. anna and caleb of course, courtney, john, david, matt, bec and hannah.. all to follow rebecca to the game :p we headed to the game in two cars.. a boys car and a girls :) we arrived at the game to see there was still a bunch of time left but that always makes me ansy and i would much rather just PLAY. but finally, the buzzer started and i was standing across from Anne... who ceases to go away from me! sheesh.. that team is everywhere.

anyways, i played as hard as i could.. i had nothing left.. wasnt a shooting game for us which always hurts us terribly cause we depend on our high post shots and three pointers... FOURTH time playing them, FIRST time losing to them. it was. dissapointing. oh buddy though.. we'll get em in the big state tourney. they are in for it. all i gotta say.

i got two awards which was.. dandy.. weird.. i never get ball awards.. but dandy :]

went out to eat afterwards at red robin; broke a glass, sang happy birthday, popped balloons and saw some people. fun time fun time :]

i seriously laughed, cried, fell asleep, read, didnt do school, yelled, sang, choked, leaped, danced, bounced and was extremely angry. every emotion ever. EVER.

confusing day.

mollie, ev, and meredith.

so, i feel better now. haha its been a couple of days since i last posted and last time i posted i felt stressed and distrought. i needed the Lord and i honestly felt like i couldnt sit and talk to him cause i just didnt have time. i am sitting here staring at my long list of schoolwork and for some reason.. im not stressed. for the first time in three weeks, i feel better.

This weekend, i went to Liberty University. While i was there i got some teaching that was very much so needed and i definitely figured out what i needed and wanted in a college. Whether or not Liberty is for me, i know what i want. I know that i want a strong biblical foundation and i know i want the Lord to be in every classroom.. thats just so important to me.. and it doesnt have to be that important for everyone, its not a must.. but since i plan on spending a lot of my life in rooms where God is NOT present... i feel like college is a good place to have him there. I also know he is with me wherever i go, but i mean.. professors praying before classes, teaching from the word no matter what class, and the love of Christ to shine through the theater program. That's important to me.

I am not even gonna take the time to sit and explain all the things that i loved about Liberty but I will recommend a singer that i discovered there. She is a graduate from Liberty and she writes her own songs, has itunes recently out and needs to be known almost as much as Jess Ray. whom is beautiful.

Meredith Andrews

We got a puppy :] her name is MOLLIE, she is PRECIOUS.. she is about 8 inches long and her head goes up about 7 inches into the sky.. she is a tiny little thing and has a tendancy to run under your feet and drag her collar around just cause she likes it:] she is probably my favorite thing in the whole house besides my baby, WHOM is sick with the flu :( please pray for little evie grace.. her poor little body is miserable and we all cringe everytime the little thing coughs.

i do love the mollie bean and evie gracie.. they fill me with sunshine and butterflies. probably :]

off to do countless, COUNTLESS hours of schoolwork. last game official home game tonight, yay?

oh. and happy birthday! Josh, Nate, and Becca!

oh my gooodness.

this is insane. EVERYTHING everything possible is going wrong.

I NEED God NOW

no me gusta.

not a good day. started pretty dang. looked promising. ended pretty good... but about the time 12-7....no bueno.

today:
no me gusta el balencesto.


tengo que irme, chao.

heroes.

a while back.. ish, Stephanie Drummond posted a blog about her friends... and for some reason.. looking at my bulletin board as I do the mass of homework assigned and listening to Jess Ray's sweet voice play on my computer, I want to write one too.

Now I have a bunch of friends, a ton that are close to my heart but as I sit here and think about my day I feel like dedicating this to a special three that have been there for me.. for a longg, long time.

Anna Jule', Rebecca Elise, Courtney Lee and I have been a crew for a while. We are all four TOTALLY different but yet when we are together, we couldn't be more alike. We have our sisterly moments where we don't even want to be in the same room as eachother but that just draws us closer and helps us understand our differences. They are my sisters to the end and I don't know what I did without them before I met them.. I was probably a drug addict. Rebecca would never let me do that now... :] I've probably gone through every emotion with these three and if you know me then you know that is a lot of emotions :p I thank God for the oppertunity to call them my friends.

Now I must mention a few more because it is a must. Rebecca Craven-keeps me smiling, Ryan Wright-keeps me hyper, Hannah Grace Macdonald-keeps me laughing, Stephanie Drummond-keeps me happy and warm, Anna Long-keeps me loving and gives me this missing feeling, Katie Smith-keeps me spazzy and gives me that same sad missing feeling (thanks katie and anna SHEESH :]), Jessica Ray-keeps me in awe, and Catherine Walker-keeps me following after the Lord. and even more. They help me through the day and I couldn't get far without them either.

All of my sisters are my heroes. Not to mention. they are all pretty darn beautiful... I say God blessed me well eh?

I love you all. :]

love,

D-Money, Dairy, Darly, Apparelly Fran for short, Platypus andDeedee.

cry of a chrisitan girl.

Lord I have a heavy burden of all I've seen and know

It's more than I can handle

But your word is burning like a fire shut up in my bones

and I cannot let it go

And when I'm weary and overwrought

with so many battles left unfought

I think of Paul and Silas in the prison yard

I hear their song of freedom rising to the stars

And when the Saints go marching in

I want to be one of them

Lord it's all that I can't carry and cannot leave behind

it often overwhelms mebut when I think of all who've gone before

and lived the faithful life their courage compells me

And when I'm weary and overwrought

with so many battles left unfought

I think of Paul and Silas in the prison yard

I hear their song of freedom rising to the stars

I see the shepherd Moses in the Pharohs court

I hear his call for freedom for the people of the Lord

And when the Saints go marching in

I want to be one of them

And when the Saints go marching in

I want to be one of them

I see the long quiet walk along the Underground Railroad

I see the slave awakening to the value of her soul

I see the young missionary and the angry spear

I see his family returning with no trace of fear

I see the long hard shadows of Calcutta nights

I see the sisters standing by the dying man's side

I see the young girl huddled on the brothel floor

I see the man with a passion come and kicking down the door

I see the man of sorrows and his long troubled road

I see the world on his shoulders and my easy load

And when the Saints go marching in

I want to be one of them

and when the Saints go marching in

I want to be one of them

I want to be one of them

I want to be one of them

I want to be one of them

mm.. delicious. can't you just hear her heart? Such an amazing song and such a good song for the Lord to lay on the hearts of Dan, John, Jess, Heather, and Dustin.

The Lord has amazing timing.

Pray for Stef Mae.