like a funny bone.

its funny. its funny that you can be so happy one second and then two seconds later, Satan sucks it all out.

I need to read the Bible. My heart wants it. I feel like crying I want to do it so bad.
but.. I can't... I have about five hours of school to do. and its 11:36. My mom wants it done.. and I must do what she says..

I hate this feeling. This feeling of want and need. I guess its good but... I dont care what I guess, I just am so sad.. so... sad.

its like a funny bone. where people just say its funny.

and its really not.